queer friends

i have several community but queer friends are always ones I have the closest ties. At the age of 40, single and have no children, all most my straight friends have married lives and children and pretty stable income, I feel so lucky that I least I have queer friends whom I find that I have so much similarity.

While almost lesbian friends who tend to have stable relationships, I feel I am more like gay men rather than queer women. I hang out a lot with gay men, queer men and transgender women - ah ha, very close like you share the same bed, pure but close relationship. No sexual involvement. at the same time, I always have some kind of penis envy that I am not very free like them. I mean I care less about social pressure and a lot kind of norms about fashion, beauty or wealth or whatever like career. I would rather stay alone than trying to conform myself to be fitted just to find fuck buddies called lovers. In terms of sex and drug, I would never be free like them. I always have some kind of limits that I would not go further and try to see how it feel. I even do not make the first move while I am somewhat pretty feminist.

anyways, Because of the close relationships with these queer/male/bodies, I have chance to take photos.

here are some:

VV change my view about him completely. Could I ever be able to do like him? Changing someone's negative view about yourself into never ending amusement about you. I am type of person who made good impression and then that's it. I envy him about the depth and complexity in his personality. I hate the simple and I guess you are what you hate.

My mom and Lam. He has a charisma. The beauty that he always denies.I have never had any good photo with my mom like I take her with him.

and her

LT always finds some muse in my room. Sometimes he paints. Other time, he did something with the leftover fabric that I collected. when we did not want to do anything, he would pose for me to take his photos. he could not stand to see someone sad.

then he brought his friend to my room too. He was so sure about his friend found something interesting in my room. And yes, Mai, drew her new created pussy and enjoyed being photographed.

LT is the one who was laughing and telling me that he did a pussy makeup for her when she went out for a date. she was not confident with scars after the surgery

and when we talked, it turned out that she knew my friend Lam. So she called him to come over. it was the night before his birthday. He was pretty emotional

so she decided to give a try with the thing he brought over. LT and I were not keen of. So was she but she wanted to make him happy,so she tried her first ever smoke